Wednesday, 5 March 2025

 HOLY FOREVER (2025 Revival Version)

Verse 1
[C] A thousand tongues will lift Your name
[G] From every nation, still the same
[Am] The song of saints and angels rise
[F] Jesus, be forever high

Verse 2
[C] Your mercy calls the wandering home
[G] Through shifting times, You stand alone
[Am] The church awakens, faith alive
[F] Jesus, be forever high

Chorus
[F] Holy, holy, Lord Almighty
[C] All creation lifts You higher
[G] King of glory, ever reigning
[Am] You are holy, holy forever

Verse 3
[C] Through storm and fire, our hope remains
[G] Your Kingdom strong, Your love sustains
[Am] From age to age, our voices cry
[F] Jesus, be forever high

Bridge
[F] If you’ve been forgiven, sing the song forever
[C] If you’ve been redeemed, let it echo louder
[G] Heaven’s anthem rising, louder, stronger
[Am] Jesus reigns forever, holy forever

Final Chorus
[F] Holy, holy, Lord Almighty
[C] All creation lifts You higher
[G] King of glory, ever reigning
[Am] You are holy, holy forever

Tag
[F] We will sing, we will rise
[C] All the earth will testify
[G] You are holy, holy forever

Monday, 3 March 2025

The Great Commission

 The Great Commission:

 

Living a Life of Discipleship, Healing, and Deliverance

 

Introduction: The Call to Walk as Jesus Walked The words of Jesus in Matthew 28:19-20 command us to go and make disciples of all nations, teaching them to obey His commands. In Mark 16:17-18, He declares that those who believe will cast out demons, speak in new tongues, heal the sick, and walk in His power. This book is a call to the North American church to reclaim this lifestyle—not as an occasional event but as a daily walk of faith, love, and power. The world is waiting for the manifestation of the sons and daughters of God (Romans 8:19). Let us step into our calling.


Chapter 1: The Heart of the Great Commission
Key Scriptures: Matthew 28:18-20, Mark 16:15-18, John 20:21
The Great Commission is not an option—it is a command. Jesus entrusted His followers with the task of making disciples, healing the sick, and casting out demons. This chapter explores what it means to live with Jesus' mission at the center of our lives. We will examine how the early church walked in power (Acts 2:42-47) and how we, as His church today, can return to that lifestyle.


Chapter 2: Discipleship as a Way of Life
Key Scriptures: Luke 9:23-25, 2 Timothy 2:2, John 13:34-35
Discipleship is more than attending Sunday services; it is about transforming lives through intentional relationships. This chapter discusses how Jesus discipled others and how we can create a culture of mentorship and accountability in our churches. We will also cover the importance of teaching new believers to obey Christ’s commands and walk in His power.


Chapter 3: Healing the Sick in Jesus' Name
Key Scriptures: Matthew 10:8, James 5:14-15, Isaiah 53:5
Jesus healed everyone who came to Him in faith. The early church carried on this work, and so should we. This chapter will break down the biblical foundations of healing, address common misconceptions, and provide practical steps for praying for healing with faith and compassion.


Chapter 4: Deliverance: Freedom from Spiritual Bondage
Key Scriptures: Luke 10:19, Mark 1:39, Ephesians 6:12
Deliverance ministry is often misunderstood or neglected in North America, yet Jesus cast out demons everywhere He went. This chapter will clarify the reality of spiritual warfare, how to recognize demonic oppression, and how believers can walk in authority to set captives free. It will also emphasize the importance of love, wisdom, and discernment in deliverance ministry.


Chapter 5: Faith and Boldness: Overcoming Fear in Ministry
Key Scriptures: 2 Timothy 1:7, Acts 4:29-31, Hebrews 11:6
Many believers hesitate to step into the supernatural work of God due to fear or doubt. This chapter will address common fears and provide encouragement on how to boldly walk in the authority Christ has given us. Through testimonies and biblical examples, we will see how faith in action brings transformation.


Chapter 6: Creating a Culture of the Supernatural in the Church
Key Scriptures: 1 Corinthians 12:7-11, Acts 2:17-21, John 14:12
How can our churches be places where miracles, healing, and deliverance are normal? This chapter will explore the role of the Holy Spirit in our daily lives and church gatherings, helping believers shift from a passive faith to an active, power-filled walk with God.


Chapter 7: Walking It Out Daily
Key Scriptures: Colossians 3:17, 1 John 2:6, Galatians 5:16-25
Living in the power of the Holy Spirit is not just for Sundays—it is for every day. This final chapter will provide practical guidance on integrating healing, deliverance, and discipleship into everyday interactions. It will include testimonies, real-life application steps, and encouragement to persevere in this calling.


Conclusion: The Church Fully Alive
Jesus' mission has not changed. He is still calling us to heal the sick, cast out demons, and make disciples. The North American church is poised for revival, but it requires believers who are willing to step into their full identity in Christ. May we rise up, not in fear but in faith, and live as Jesus lived—bringing heaven to earth

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Great Commission

 

This book is written as a guide for believers who desire to live out the Great Commission daily. It is not meant to be a theological debate but a practical manual for those who want to see lives transformed by the power of God. The North American church has largely moved away from the supernatural elements of the Christian faith, often replacing them with intellectual discourse and social programs. While these are not inherently bad, they are incomplete without demonstrating God’s power (1 Corinthians 4:20). Jesus did not send His disciples out to preach only. He sent them to illustrate the kingdom of God.

The modern church needs to renew biblical Christianity, where making disciples, healing the sick, and casting out demons are regular practices. This book will help you grow in faith, understand your spiritual authority, and apply Jesus' teachings daily. If you have ever longed to see God's miraculous power work through you, this book will provide the foundation to step out in boldness.

The North American Church and the Great Commission

The culture of the North American church has been shaped by comfort, convenience, and consumerism. In many places, Christianity has become a routine of attending church on Sundays, giving offerings, and participating in small groups, but without true transformation. The Book of Acts presents a radically different picture of the church—one that is bold, Spirit-filled, and active in making disciples, healing the sick, and confronting darkness.

We must ask ourselves: Have we lost our fire? Have we become content with a powerless faith? Jesus never intended for His church to be passive spectators. He commanded us to go, to engage with the world, and to manifest His kingdom wherever we are.

Jesus: Our Example of a Life of Power

Jesus is the perfect model for how we live as His followers. He spent time in prayer, walked in obedience to the Father, and moved in power. Everything He did—whether healing the sick, casting out demons, or making disciples—was an extension of His relationship with God.

Jesus never acted out of His power; He operated through the Holy Spirit. This same Spirit that raised Christ from the dead dwells in us (Romans 8:11). If Jesus lived a supernatural life through the Spirit, then we too are called to do the same. His words in John 14:12 should challenge us all: "Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; and greater works than these will he do, because I am going to the Father."

This means healing, deliverance, and disciple-making are not reserved for pastors, evangelists, or exceptional anointed individuals. They are the inheritance of every believer.

The Power of the Holy Spirit

One of the greatest hindrances to fulfilling the Great Commission is the lack of understanding and reliance on the Holy Spirit. Many believers acknowledge the Holy Spirit doctrinally but have little experience of His power. Jesus told His disciples in Acts 1:8, "But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you will be my witnesses..." Without the Holy Spirit, we attempt to fulfill a supernatural mission with natural abilities.

The baptism of the Holy Spirit is not just a one-time experience; it is a continual filling that empowers us to walk in boldness, wisdom, and power. The early church thrived in the supernatural because they were filled with the Spirit. Signs, wonders, and miracles followed them as they preached the gospel. If we are to see the same results today, we must be equally dependent on the Spirit’s power.

Overcoming Fear and Doubt

Many believers hesitate to step into the supernatural because of fear—fear of failure, rejection, or deception. However, Scripture makes it clear that God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). Fear is one of the greatest weapons the enemy uses to keep believers from reaching their full potential.

Doubt is another obstacle that hinders us from moving in God’s power. We often question whether God will move through us. But Jesus never called us to operate in our own strength; He called us to step out in faith and trust Him. Peter walked on water not because he was capable but because his eyes were on Jesus. He began to sink when he focused on the storm (Matthew 14:29-30). Likewise, we fail to step into the supernatural when we focus on our limitations instead of God’s ability.

The Urgency of the Mission

The world is in desperate need of the gospel. People are broken, sick, oppressed, and searching for hope. The Great Commission is not a suggestion—it is an urgent command. We are not called to be comfortable Christians who sit in pews and wait for Jesus’ return. We are called to be laborers in the harvest (Matthew 9:37-38).

The North American church must awaken from its slumber. Revival does not come through passivity but through action. Throughout history, great moves of God have been birthed through believers who refused to settle for nominal Christianity. They stepped out in faith, sought God with all their hearts, and became vessels of His power.

Will we be part of this next great move? Will we rise up and take our place in the kingdom? The choice is ours.

Moving Forward

This book will challenge, encourage, and equip you to live out the Great Commission. It is not just about gaining knowledge but about stepping into action. As you read, I encourage you to pray and ask the Holy Spirit to reveal areas where you need to grow. Let this be the beginning of a transformation in your walk with God.

The time is now. The harvest is ready. God's power is available. Will you answer the call?

 

Chapter 2: Discipleship as a Way of Life

The Cost of Discipleship

Jesus never presented discipleship as an easy or comfortable path. In Luke 9:23-25, He clarified that following Him requires self-denial and taking up one's cross daily. To be a disciple means surrendering personal ambitions, desires, and comforts for the sake of Christ’s mission. It is not merely about attending church services but a radical life transformation.

Jesus' invitation to discipleship was always direct. He told those who wanted to follow Him, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head” (Luke 9:58). He warned that following Him meant forsaking everything—family, possessions, and personal security. Yet, despite the cost, the reward is eternal. True discipleship brings us deeper intimacy with Jesus, the power of the Holy Spirit, and the joy of seeing lives changed.

Jesus’ Model of Discipleship

Jesus did not disciple people through lectures or classroom teachings. He walked with His disciples daily, showing them how to live, pray, minister, and love others. He demonstrated healing, cast out demons, and taught them through His actions. More importantly, He gave them opportunities to practice what they learned. In Luke 10, Jesus sent out seventy-two disciples, instructing them to heal the sick and proclaim the kingdom. When they returned, they rejoiced, saying, “Lord, even the demons submit to us in your name!” (Luke 10:17).

The key to discipleship is relationship. Jesus lived life with His disciples, mentoring them not through theory but through hands-on experience. The North American church often treats discipleship as a program rather than a lifestyle. To return to biblical discipleship, we must be willing to walk alongside others, invest time in them, and show them how to follow Christ daily.

Multiplication Through Mentorship

Paul gave a powerful command to Timothy in 2 Timothy 2:2: “And the things you have heard me say in the presence of many witnesses, entrust to reliable people who will also be qualified to teach others.” This verse outlines the biblical model of multiplication—making disciples who make disciples.

True discipleship goes beyond teaching; it involves empowering others to accomplish the mission. Many churches focus on adding members, but the biblical mandate is multiplication. If one believer disciples three people, and those three disciple three more, the kingdom of God expands exponentially. This is how the early church grew rapidly despite intense persecution.

The Role of Community in Discipleship

Discipleship is not meant to be done alone. Acts 2:42-47 shows a church fully devoted to teaching, fellowship, breaking bread, and prayer. They lived in unity, supporting and encouraging one another. This communal aspect of discipleship strengthens believers and keeps them accountable in their walk with Christ.

North America has highly individualistic culture often makes deep relationships difficult. However, discipleship flourishes in the context of strong Christian community. Spiritual maturity thrives when believers regularly meet, pray together, share meals, and challenge one another to grow.

Teaching Obedience, Not Just Knowledge

In Matthew 28:20, Jesus told His disciples to teach new believers “to obey everything I have commanded you.” Too often, discipleship is reduced to Bible study without application. Biblical knowledge is essential, but it must lead to obedience. Discipleship should equip believers to walk in love, faith, and power.

James 1:22 warns, “Do not merely listen to the word, and deceive yourselves. Do what it says.” A true disciple is not just a hearer but a doer of the Word. Churches must shift from teaching information to teaching transformation. This means helping believers step out in faith—sharing the gospel, praying for the sick, or showing love to the lost.

Overcoming Challenges in Discipleship

  1. Lack of Time – Many believers feel too busy to invest in discipleship. Yet Jesus prioritized mentoring others over His comfort. Making disciples requires intentionality—creating space for relationships and mentoring others in everyday life.
  2. Fear of Inadequacy – Some believers hesitate to disciple others because they feel unqualified. But discipleship is not about perfection—it is about obedience. Even Peter, who denied Jesus, was used to lead the early church.
  3. Cultural Barriers – Many churches have adopted a consumer mindset, where people attend services but do not engage deeply in discipleship. Breaking this pattern requires shifting from a church-centered model to a discipleship-driven model where believers are responsible for mentoring others.

Practical Steps to Start Making Disciples

  1. Identify Three People – Ask the Holy Spirit to show three people you can disciple. These could be family members, coworkers, or church members.
  2. Walk with Them in Life – Discipleship is not just about teaching—it’s about doing life together. Invite them into your everyday activities and let them see your faith in action.
  3. Pray Together Regularly – Make prayer a foundation of your discipleship. Praying together strengthens faith and allows the Holy Spirit to move.
  4. Encourage Them to Make Disciples—Challenge those you disciple to start disciplining others. Discipleship multiplies when it is passed on.

The Reward of Discipleship

In John 15:16, Jesus promised, “You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last.” Making disciples is the most rewarding work in the kingdom. Seeing lives transformed, faith strengthened, and the next generation equipped to carry on Christ’s mission is the greatest legacy a believer can leave.

The North American church is at a crossroads. Will we continue with business as usual, or will we return to Jesus’ discipleship model? The choice is ours. May we rise and become the disciple-makers He has called us to be.

 

 

 

 

Chapter 3: Healing the Sick in Jesus' Name

The Healing Ministry of Jesus

Healing was central to Jesus' ministry. Everywhere He went, He healed the sick, restored the broken, and demonstrated God’s love through miraculous works. Matthew 4:23 says, “Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom, and healing every disease and sickness among the people.” Healing was not an occasional act but a consistent expression of God’s kingdom.

When John the Baptist questioned whether Jesus was indeed the Messiah, Jesus pointed to His miracles as evidence: “Go back and report to John what you hear and see: The blind receive sight, the lame walk, those who have leprosy are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the good news is proclaimed to the poor” (Matthew 11:4-5). Healing was never separate from the gospel—it was an essential sign of God's kingdom.

Healing as Part of the Great Commission

When Jesus commissioned His disciples, He commanded them to heal the sick as they preached the gospel. In Matthew 10:8, He instructed them: “Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give.” Healing is not an optional part of the Christian life—it is a command.

The early church understood this. In Acts 3, Peter and John encountered a lame man at the temple gate. Instead of giving him money, Peter declared, “Silver or gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk” (Acts 3:6). Immediately, the man was healed. Healing continued to be a regular part of church life (Acts 5:15-16, Acts 9:34, James 5:14-15).

The Role of Faith in Healing

Faith plays a crucial role in healing. Jesus often told those He healed, “Your faith has made you well” (Mark 5:34, Luke 17:19). Faith is not about trying to convince us of something—it is trusting that God is who He says He is and will do what He has promised.

However, healing does not always happen immediately; sometimes, believers struggle with doubt. In Mark 9:24, a father seeking healing for his son cried out, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” God honors even imperfect faith. Our role is to trust Him, pray boldly, and leave the results in His hands.

 

 

Overcoming Hindrances to Healing

  1. Unbelief – Jesus could not perform many miracles in His hometown because of their unbelief (Mark 6:5-6). Faith positions us to receive from God.
  2. Sin and Unforgiveness – James 5:16 encourages believers to confess their sins to be healed. Holding onto bitterness can hinder the flow of God’s power.
  3. Wrong Theology – Some believe healing ended with the apostles. However, Hebrews 13:8 declares, “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.” If He healed, then He would still heal today.
  4. Spiritual Warfare – Sickness is sometimes linked to demonic oppression (Luke 13:11-13). Discernment is needed to break demonic strongholds and pray effectively.

Practical Steps to Pray for Healing

  1. Ask the Holy Spirit for Guidance – Seek God’s direction before praying. Jesus healed people in different ways—some with a touch, others with a word (John 9:6-7, Matthew 8:8-13).
  2. Lay Hands on the Sick – Mark 16:18 says, “They will place their hands on sick people, and they will get well.” There is power in physical contact as an act of faith.
  3. Speak with Authority – Jesus and His disciples commanded healing, rather than asking timidly. Declare healing in Jesus' name.
  4. Encourage the Sick Person to Act – Jesus often told the sick to do something (John 5:8, Luke 17:14). Encourage small steps of faith.
  5. Persist in Prayer – Not all healing is instant. Jesus prayed twice for a blind man (Mark 8:22-25). Keep believing and praying.

Testimonies of Healing

Throughout history, God has continued to heal the sick. Many revivals, including those led by John G. Lake, Smith Wigglesworth, and Kathryn Kuhlman, witnessed thousands of miraculous healings. Even today, believers across the world see healings in their daily lives. When we step out in faith, God moves.

 

 

 

Walking in a Lifestyle of Healing

Healing should not be reserved for church services—it should be a daily reality. Every believer is called to bring healing into workplaces, schools, and homes. The more we step out, the more we see God move.

Healing is an expression of God's love. Jesus healed because He had compassion (Matthew 14:14). When we pray for healing, we extend God’s love to a hurting world. The North American church must rediscover this calling. Let us boldly step forward and see the sick healed in Jesus' name.

 

Chapter 4: Deliverance: Freedom from Spiritual Bondage

Understanding Deliverance in Jesus' Ministry

Deliverance was a central part of Jesus' ministry. The Gospels record numerous instances where He cast out demons and set captives free. Mark 1:39 says, “So He traveled throughout Galilee, preaching in their synagogues and driving out demons.” Jesus' ministry was not only about teaching but also about demonstrating the kingdom of God through power.

When Jesus sent out the seventy-two disciples, He specifically instructed them to cast out demons (Luke 10:17). This was not an optional ministry but an essential part of their commission. In Mark 16:17, He confirmed that “these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons.” Deliverance is not just for a select few—it is a sign that should follow every believer.

The Reality of Spiritual Warfare

Ephesians 6:12 clarifies: “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” Spiritual warfare is accurate, and the enemy seeks to keep people bound in oppression, addiction, fear, and deception.

Many believers ignore or misunderstand spiritual warfare, but the Bible presents a clear picture. Some forces of darkness seek to hinder God’s work, and Christians are called to stand against them in the authority of Jesus Christ.

Signs of Demonic Influence

Demonic oppression manifests in different ways. While not all struggles are caused by demonic influence, Scripture provides examples of signs to watch for:

  1. Chronic Fear and Anxiety—2 Timothy 1:7 states, “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.” When fear is overwhelming and persistent, it may indicate a spiritual attack.
  2. Sudden Changes in Behavior – In Mark 5, the man possessed by a legion of demons exhibited self-destructive and violent behavior.
  3. Compulsive Sin and Addictions – Patterns of sin that seem impossible to break may be linked to spiritual bondage (John 8:34-36).
  4. Dark Thoughts and Suicidal Tendencies – The enemy seeks to destroy (John 10:10). Persistent thoughts of self-harm may have a spiritual root.
  5. Extreme Resistance to Prayer and Worship – Those oppressed by darkness often struggle to engage in spiritual disciplines.

Authority in Christ to Cast Out Demons

Believers have been given authority in Christ over every work of the enemy. Luke 10:19 declares, “I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you.” Deliverance is not about fear—it is about standing in the power of Jesus.

James 4:7 gives the simple strategy: “Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.” Victory in spiritual warfare comes from submission to God and active resistance against darkness.

The Process of Deliverance

  1. Renounce Agreement with the Enemy – Confession and repentance break legal rights that the enemy may claim (1 John 1:9).
  2. Speak the Name of Jesus with Authority – Demons recognize and obey the name of Jesus (Philippians 2:10-11).
  3. Pray with Boldness – Deliverance requires confidence in God's power, not fear of the enemy (2 Timothy 1:7).
  4. Fill the House – Jesus warned in Matthew 12:43-45 that they seek to return when demons leave. Those delivered must be filled with the Holy Spirit and the Word.

 

 

 

Overcoming Fear in Deliverance Ministry

Many believers avoid deliverance ministry because of fear. However, Jesus never feared the enemy. Mark 5 records the story of a man possessed by many demons, yet Jesus confronted them with authority. We have nothing to fear if we are in Christ (Romans 8:37-39).

Walking in Lasting Freedom

Deliverance is not just about casting out demons but about walking in lasting freedom. Jesus said in John 8:36, “So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” Those who receive deliverance must cultivate a lifestyle of prayer, worship, and obedience to God to maintain their freedom.

Practical steps for walking in freedom include:

  1. Daily Devotion to God – Staying connected to Jesus through prayer and the Word strengthens spiritual defenses.
  2. Guarding the Mind – Philippians 4:8 encourages believers to focus on what is true, noble, and pure.
  3. Fellowship with Strong Believers – Accountability and encouragement are vital for spiritual growth (Hebrews 10:24-25).
  4. Recognizing and Resisting Temptation – James 1:14 reminds us that sin begins with temptation. Being vigilant helps prevent spiritual bondage.

The North American Church and Deliverance

Deliverance ministry has often been neglected in North America due to skepticism or misunderstanding. Yet the need is great—many people struggle with anxiety, depression, addiction, and spiritual oppression. The church must reclaim this aspect of Jesus’ ministry.

As believers step into this calling, they will see the oppressed set free, lives transformed, and the power of the gospel demonstrated in tangible ways. The Great Commission includes deliverance, and it is time for the church to rise in faith and fulfill this calling.

 

 

 

 

Chapter 5: Faith and Boldness: Overcoming Fear in Ministry

The Spirit of Boldness in the Early Church

One of the defining characteristics of the early church was boldness. The book of Acts paints a picture of believers who, despite persecution and opposition, preached the gospel with power and confidence. Acts 4:29 records the disciples' prayer: “Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness.” Their prayer was not for safety or comfort but courage to fearlessly proclaim the truth.

This same boldness is available to us today. The Holy Spirit empowers believers to overcome fear and enter their God-given assignments. In Acts 1:8, Jesus promised, “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses.” Boldness is not a personality trait but a work of the Spirit.

Overcoming the Fear of Rejection

Fear of rejection is one of the most significant obstacles to sharing the gospel and moving in supernatural ministry. Many believers hesitate to step out in faith because they fear what others might think. Yet Jesus warned us in John 15:18-19: “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.” The gospel is offensive to a world in darkness, but our responsibility is obedience, not acceptance.

When the disciples faced opposition, they did not shrink back. Instead, they rejoiced in suffering for Christ’s name (Acts 5:41). Paul declared in Galatians 1:10, “Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God?” Our focus must be on pleasing God rather than people.

Stepping Out in Faith

Faith is essential to walking boldly. Hebrews 11:6 says, “And without faith, it is impossible to please God.” Every time we take a step of faith—whether sharing the gospel, praying for healing, or speaking prophetically—we give God an opportunity to move.

Many believers wait for confidence before stepping out, but boldness often follows obedience. Peter walked on water because he responded to Jesus’ call (Matthew 14:29). He did not wait for certainty; he acted in faith.

Dealing with Doubt

Doubt is a natural struggle for many Christians. After witnessing Jesus’ miracles, even John the Baptist questioned whether He was the Messiah (Luke 7:18-20). The key to overcoming doubt is to shift our focus from our limitations to God’s ability. Mark 9:24 records the cry of a father seeking healing for his son: “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” God responds to those who seek Him, even amid doubt.

Boldness in Spiritual Warfare

The enemy seeks to instill fear in believers to keep them from fulfilling their calling. Ephesians 6:12 reminds us that “our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world.” Spiritual warfare requires boldness, as seen when Paul commanded a spirit to leave a slave girl in Acts 16:18. He did not hesitate or negotiate; he spoke with authority.

Fear is one of the enemy’s most effective weapons. Yet 2 Timothy 1:7 declares, “For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love, and self-discipline.” When we understand our identity in Christ, fear loses its grip.

The Role of Prayer and the Word in Boldness

Prayer fuels boldness. In Acts 4:31, after the disciples prayed, “they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.” Regular communion with God strengthens faith and confidence.

The Word of God is also a source of boldness. Joshua 1:8-9 commands us to meditate on the Word so that we may be strong and courageous. When we fill our minds with God’s promises, fear diminishes.

Walking in Daily Boldness

  1. Start Small – Boldness grows with practice. Begin by sharing your faith with one person or praying for a small need.
  2. Rely on the Holy Spirit – Boldness is not self-generated. Ask the Holy Spirit to empower you daily.
  3. Surround Yourself with Bold Believers – Courage is contagious. Being around those who step out in faith will inspire you to do the same.
  4. Remember the Reward – Boldness leads to breakthrough. Hebrews 10:35-36 reminds us, “Do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded.”
  5. Step out in Obedience—Faith without action is dead (James 2:26). The more you step out, the more you will see God move.

 

 

The North American Church and Boldness

The North American church has often prioritized comfort over courage. However, revival history shows that God's great moves begin when believers step out in bold faith. Whether it was the early church, the Reformation, or the Great Awakenings, boldness has always been a catalyst for transformation.

Now is the time for the church to rise boldly. The world desperately needs the gospel, healing, and deliverance. If believers step out in faith, we will see a fresh outpouring of God’s power. The question remains: Will we answer the call?

Chapter 6: Creating a Culture of the Supernatural in the Church

The Holy Spirit and the Church

The presence and power of the Holy Spirit is essential for a thriving church. Jesus promised in John 14:12, “Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these.” This promise was not meant for a select few—it was given to all who believe in Him.

Acts 2 provides a precise model of a church operating in the supernatural. The Holy Spirit was poured out on the disciples, and miracles and bold preaching immediately followed. The church grew rapidly as people saw the power of God demonstrated. Signs and wonders were not occasional events but a regular part of their gatherings.

The North American church must return to this model. Many churches have become overly focused on programs, entertainment, and intellectualism while neglecting the power of the Holy Spirit. A culture of the supernatural begins when believers hunger for God’s presence more than anything else.

Removing Barriers to the Supernatural

Many believers struggle to experience the supernatural due to various barriers, including:

  1. Doubt and Unbelief – Jesus could not perform many miracles in His hometown because of their unbelief (Mark 6:5-6). Faith is required to access the supernatural.
  2. Fear of Man—Some fear what others will think if they step out in faith. However, God's approval must be our priority (Galatians 1:10).
  3. Lack of Expectation – Many attend church expecting routine rather than divine encounters. The early church lived in constant expectation of miracles.
  4. Religious Traditions – Some have been taught that miracles ceased after the early church, despite clear biblical evidence that God still moves in power today.

For the supernatural to become a daily reality, these barriers must be addressed through teaching, faith-building, and intentional pursuit of the Holy Spirit.

Cultivating a Supernatural Atmosphere

  1. Prayer and Fasting – The early church were committed to prayer (Acts 1:14). Fasting and intercession create an atmosphere where God moves powerfully.
  2. Bold Teaching on the Supernatural – Faith comes by hearing (Romans 10:17). Preaching and teaching about healing, deliverance, and miracles stir expectation.
  3. Encouraging Testimonies—Revelation 12:11 declares that “they triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony.” Sharing testimonies of miracles inspires faith.
  4. Worship that Invites God’s Presence – In 2 Chronicles 5:13-14, God’s glory filled the temple when the Israelites worshiped. Worship prepares an environment for encounters with God.
  5. Obedience to the Holy Spirit – The Holy Spirit speaks and directs. When believers are sensitive to His leading, supernatural ministry becomes natural.

 

 

Signs and Wonders as a Witness to the World

Jesus performed miracles for believers and as a witness to the world. In Acts 3, when Peter healed the lame man at the temple gate, thousands were drawn to hear the gospel. Miracles confirm the message we preach (Mark 16:20).

If the church today desires revival, it must return to operating in God's power. The supernatural must not be confined to evangelistic crusades or special services but should be a daily part of church life.

Overcoming Opposition to the Supernatural

Whenever God moves powerfully, opposition arises. The Pharisees resisted Jesus’ miracles because they threatened their religious system. Today, skepticism, secularism, and even parts of the church resist God's supernatural work.

Believers must stand firm in faith. 1 Corinthians 2:4-5 reminds us, “My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on human wisdom, but on God’s power.” Our confidence should be in God’s power, not human approval.

Practical Steps for Churches to Embrace the Supernatural

  1. Train and Equip Believers—Ephesians 4:12 says church leaders must equip the saints for ministry. Churches must train members to pray for the sick, cast out demons, and operate in spiritual gifts.
  2. Make Room for the Holy Spirit – Services should not be rigidly scheduled to the point where the Holy Spirit has no room to move. Churches must be willing to shift when God is speaking.
  3. Develop a Culture of Honor and Unity – The early church was of one accord (Acts 2:46). Division quenches the Spirit, but unity allows God to move powerfully.
  4. Encourage Risk-Taking in Faith – Jesus often told His disciples to step out in faith (Matthew 14:29). Churches must encourage believers to take risks in obedience to the Holy Spirit.
  5. Pray for a Fresh Outpouring of the Spirit – Revival begins with prayer. Churches must cry out for a fresh move of the Holy Spirit, just as the disciples did in Acts 4:31.

 

 

The Future of the North American Church

The church is at a turning point. Will we settle for routine and human effort or embrace the supernatural life Jesus demonstrated? The world is hungry for something real. People will look elsewhere for spiritual encounters if the church does not operate in power.

It is time to return to the Acts model of church—one that walks in boldness, healing, deliverance, and miracles. The same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead lives in us (Romans 8:11). Let us walk in that power daily.

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 7: Walking It Out Daily

The Call to Live the Great Commission Daily

The Great Commission is not a one-time event or occasional outreach but a daily lifestyle. Jesus intended His followers to make disciples, heal the sick, and cast out demons as a normal part of life. In Colossians 3:17, Paul writes, “And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus.” Our calling is to live out the power of the gospel in every interaction and every place we go.

Too often, believers separate their spiritual life from their daily activities. Church gatherings become the “spiritual” time, while work, school, and home life remain disconnected. However, the early church understood that Christianity was not confined to a temple or a synagogue—it was a way of life. Acts 2:46 describes how believers met daily, broke bread together, and saw miracles as a regular occurrence.

Practical Ways to Integrate the Great Commission into Everyday Life

  1. Be Intentional in Relationships – Jesus made disciples by walking with them. Look for opportunities in daily relationships to encourage others in faith.
  2. Pray for People Everywhere – Be bold in offering to pray for those in need at work, in a store, or with neighbors.
  3. Live a Life of Integrity and Love – Your lifestyle is among the most powerful testimonies. Walk in love, humility, and truth.
  4. Be Sensitive to the Holy Spirit – God often speaks in small ways throughout the day. A prompting to talk to someone or an opportunity to encourage a stranger can be life changing.
  5. Step out in Faith—Pray for healing, share the gospel, and believe that God will move. Faith is active, not passive.

Making Disciples in Everyday Contexts

Jesus' command to “go and make disciples” (Matthew 28:19) does not mean we must travel to foreign nations. Making disciples starts in our homes, workplaces, and communities. Some practical ways to do this include:

  • Mentoring New Believers – Invite younger believers into your life, meet with them regularly, and help them grow in faith.
  • Teaching Your Family the Word of God – Discipleship starts at home. Parents should lead their children in prayer and biblical teaching.
  • Building a Culture of Accountability – Surround yourself with fellow believers who challenge and encourage you to grow.
  • Using Your Skills and Gifts for the Kingdom – Every believer has unique talents that can be used to disciple others, whether through hospitality, teaching, or service.

Persevering Through Challenges

Living out the Great Commission daily will come with opposition. Jesus warned in John 16:33, “In this world, you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” Challenges may include rejection, fear, and discouragement, but the reward of obedience far outweighs the cost.

  • Overcoming Fear – Fear of what others will think often holds believers back. Remember, you are called to obey God, not seek approval from man (Galatians 1:10).
  • Staying Strong in the Word and Prayer – A daily relationship with God fuels our ability to persevere in faith.
  • Not Giving Up – Galatians 6:9 encourages us: “Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.”

The Power of Consistency

Transformation happens through consistency. Small, daily acts of faith build a lifestyle of supernatural living. The more we step out, the more we see God move. Hebrews 10:36 reminds us, “You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.”

Consistency in living out the Great Commission creates long-term impact. Revival is not just about momentary excitement but about sustaining a lifestyle that shifts atmospheres and brings heaven to earth.

Living as Ambassadors of Christ

Paul writes in 2 Corinthians 5:20, “We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us.” An ambassador represents a nation in a foreign land. As believers, we describe the kingdom of God on earth.

This means:

  • Walking in God’s authority
  • Speaking the truth in love
  • Demonstrating the power of the Holy Spirit
  • Reflecting Jesus in our actions

As Christ’s representatives, our lives should point others to Him. The more we surrender to His will, the more we reflect His love and power to the world.

The Ongoing Mission

The Great Commission did not end with the disciples—it continues with us. Every believer is called to advance God’s kingdom. The question is not if we are called, but how we will respond.

Reinhard Bonnke once said, “God always works with workers and moves with movers, but He does not sit with sitters.” The church must move beyond passivity and into action. The time for revival is now.

Final Encouragement

Jesus' final words to His disciples before ascending into heaven were a promise: “And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age” (Matthew 28:20). You are not alone in this journey. The Holy Spirit empowers, strengthens, and guides you as you walk in obedience.

The call is clear. The power is available. The mission is ongoing. Will you answer?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Conclusion: The Church Fully Alive

A Call to Action

The Great Commission is not just a command but an invitation to partner with God in transforming the world. Every believer has a role in making disciples, healing the sick, and casting out demons. The question is no longer whether we are called—it is whether we will step into our calling.

Throughout history, those who have embraced the Great Commission have seen radical transformation in their communities. Fueled by the Holy Spirit, the early church grew exponentially because they obeyed Jesus’ command. The same power and calling are available to us today.

Walking in Daily Obedience

Faith is not measured by our intentions but by our actions. James 2:26 declares, “As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.” Living out the Great Commission requires daily obedience, faith, and trust that God will move.

Some practical commitments every believer can make include:

  1. Pray for Boldness – Ask the Holy Spirit to give you courage to share the gospel and operate in spiritual gifts.
  2. Look for Opportunities to Serve – Be intentional in meeting needs in your community.
  3. Stay Rooted in the Word – Scripture is our foundation. Study it daily and apply its teachings.
  4. Surround Yourself with Faith-Filled Believers – Community strengthens and sharpens us.
  5. Never Stop Growing – Seek continual spiritual growth through prayer, fasting, and seeking the presence of God.

A Church That Walks in Power

A church that walks in the power of God changes the world. Revival does not start in stadiums or conferences—it begins in the hearts of believers who choose to walk in obedience to Christ.

If the North American church is to experience revival, we must:

  • Embrace the supernatural as normal
  • Prioritize discipleship over church programs
  • Move in love and compassion
  • Step out in faith despite fear
  • Trust in the Holy Spirit’s guidance

Finishing the Race

Paul wrote in 2 Timothy 4:7, “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.” Our journey as believers is not just about starting well but about finishing strong. Each day is another opportunity to advance God’s kingdom.

Imagine standing before Jesus and hearing, “Well done, good and faithful servant.” That is the goal of every follower of Christ.

Final Encouragement

Jesus' final words in Matthew 28:20 were a promise: “And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” You are never alone in this mission. The Holy Spirit empowers, guides, and strengthens you every step of the way.

The call is clear. The power is available. The mission is ongoing. Will you answer?


Summary of Key Teachings

  • Chapter 1: The Heart of the Great Commission – Understanding the mission Jesus gave us.
  • Chapter 2: Discipleship as a Way of Life – How to walk with others and teach them to follow Christ.
  • Chapter 3: Healing the Sick in Jesus’ Name – Living in the miraculous as part of everyday faith.
  • Chapter 4: Deliverance: Freedom from Spiritual Bondage – Walking in authority to set captives free.
  • Chapter 5: Faith and Boldness – Overcoming fear and stepping into God’s calling.
  • Chapter 6: Creating a Culture of the Supernatural – Making miracles, healing, and deliverance normal in the church.
  • Chapter 7: Walking It Out Daily – Making the Great Commission a lifestyle, not an event.

The fully alive church moves in power, love, and obedience. May we rise and live out this calling every day.


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

References

The following references include key Bible passages, theological sources, and historical materials that support the teachings in this book:

Biblical References:

  • Matthew 28:19-20
  • Mark 16:15-18
  • Luke 10:19
  • Acts 1:8
  • Acts 2:42-47
  • Acts 3:6
  • Acts 4:29-31
  • Acts 5:15-16
  • 1 Corinthians 4:20
  • 1 Corinthians 12:7-11
  • 2 Timothy 1:7
  • James 2:26
  • James 5:14-15
  • Hebrews 10:35-36
  • Hebrews 13:8

Theological and Historical References:

  • Bonhoeffer, Dietrich. The Cost of Discipleship. Touchstone, 1995.
  • Lake, John G. John G. Lake: His Life, His Sermons, His Boldness of Faith. Kenneth Copeland Publications, 1994.
  • Wigglesworth, Smith. Ever Increasing Faith. Whitaker House, 2000.
  • Kuhlman, Kathryn. I Believe in Miracles. Bridge-Logos Publishers, 2004.
  • Murray, Andrew. With Christ in the School of Prayer. Whitaker House, 1981.
  • Ravenhill, Leonard. Why Revival Tarries. Bethany House, 2004.
  • Edwards, Jonathan. Religious Affections. Yale University Press, 1959.

These references provide deeper insight into discipleship, healing, deliverance, and revival principles. May this book serve as a tool to equip believers to walk in the power and love of Jesus Christ.

Tuesday, 12 April 2022

The Third Book The 25th Chapter - Showing of Love

  

Showing of Love

April 11, 2022

Isn't it interesting how life can become distracting and how easy it is to lose one's focus? Our greatest gifts and abilities are too often put aside for various reasons, and how one brief moment of delay can turn into over a year of time passing. One can argue that is the Alchemist process happening in our lives, and those diversions make us a more refined version of who we were yesterday. Although when I look back over the past year – I see what I have lost versus what I have gained. I am talking about non-financial losses of family and the lost ability of creativity. As time marches forward, the recent alchemist lesson for me is now a lot clearer than only a few months ago. The pain of the loss hurts every day, but the lesson grows stronger each day and has taken such deep root; I know now I am not the same person I was last year, and I know what self-love means to me.

I feel the ability to love oneself profoundly comes from the ability to love someone unconditionally and experience that moment, as does Jesus Christ love us. Until the moment in times comes in your life when you love a non-family member like Jesus loved humanity when he walked with us is the moment you understand that life lesson. In that moment of the extreme emotional pain of extending oneself to someone you love, you only feel extreme discontentment in return.

That moment in time is locked into my memory forever. The pain of that event still haunts me, and when it happened, I sat in my car afterwards for 20 minutes, left with a sense of a complete and utter state of emotional shock. This moment was at a couples therapy session, where the goal was to share issues in a relationship. The entire hour was dominated by my ex-partner with the negative energy of my "issues." Many concerns were brought about my past behaviour, and I could feel the hatred extended to me from years of abuse that person experienced from others in her life. It was as if the last 30 years of pain she experienced from others were downloaded to me over that hour-long session. Even though I repeatedly tried to extend love and kindness, those attempts were met with higher even levels of contempt towards me.

I am not comparing myself to what Christ went through on his last days on earth walking amongst us, but I do have a sense now, after reflecting, a glimpse of what he may have felt. It is horrific when you lay down emotionally and put your needs aside for someone else with perhaps getting loved in return, yet love doesn't come. The moment wasn't met by me with escalating emotional violence but with love, like a lamb to an emotional slaughterhouse.

When the moment was over, and I sat in my car by myself, I realized I had thoughts of self-harm. I am very blessed and grateful that I was able to call a friend, and from my past therapy, I recognized where I was mentally at, and I was able to take steps to stop that negative pain from taking root deep within me. I had a business development meeting that day, and as I drove out to the meeting, I had tears running down under my sunglasses. I can only imagine taking all of the world's pain during those last moments of Christ, as the pain I felt from one person was almost emotionally crippling.

This experience has led me to feel even more profound the impact my behaviours have on others. But more importantly for me, now I know what giving unconditional love is. Up to that moment in my life, I never had genuinely given myself without expectations in return or ready to put the walls up to full height when things became unsettling. I am grateful I am leaning into that experience, even though it was painful at the time, as it has taught me the foundational need I have (that we all have) is to love oneself. This has changed me in many ways, and one specific area is a strong understanding of personal boundaries. In the past, in the search for love, I would give away my boundaries with the hope of building something significant with someone else. To avoid conflict or prevent the fear of abandonment, I learned that it only delays conflict, leading to unhealthy conflict followed soon after by abandonment. For me, lacking self-love, the foundation of any relationship, all relationships for me were doomed right from the beginning and never had a long-term chance for fulfillment.

Maslow's hierarchy of self-actualization for needs could never be reached in my past because of this critical flaw in me. I had to have this painful lesson to get to my next level of development and be ready for the next chapter in my life. Since that event, I have spent many hours of healing time and reflection on love and its meaning to me. All of which seemed so perfect in the beginning turned into a waking nightmare of trauma followed by the clouds now clearing.

Even though I still experience the daily loss of some of my family through this experience, it has made me demand more of myself and, through this expectation of self, require more of others. I knew the importance of ensuring I surrounded myself with people of value, but I didn't always act on that. There was a part of me that felt that those choices were safe, as I felt the relationship subconsciously would fail, and I could say, "See, they never work out." Even though they all were painful, it was what I was used to and repeated what was familiar to me. 

In January of this year, I started taking slow steps to find myself again, regularly attending a focused moment of time to restart my relationship with Christ, read His Word, and go back to my physical activity. This has taken months to this moment where I have the energy to create with words and the hope to help someone else struggling. Please be kind to yourself, and it takes time and hard work. When you are the most discouraged and ask when will I ever emerge from the darkness, it suddenly does, and the sun will pierce through the dark clouds of despair. Keep your focus on where your heart is leading you to go and reflect. Don't let that painful experience stop you from moving forward forever when you stumble. You will stumble and fail but fail forward and know that Christ will be there to love you unconditionally. Let your ego go and extend unconditionally love even though you are scared and face adversity – lean into it, and you will start your Journey Home. 

Monday, 15 February 2021

The Third Book The 24th Chapter - Alchemist of Self

                               Alchemist of Self

February 14, 2021

Alchemy - the spiritual process of transformation and creation of your new life. I feel it is fair to say we all desire to have a better life tomorrow than the one we have today. This could be something like a deep spiritual desire to become more Christ-like or something less significant like a better public speaker. They both have the common theme it will take effort and dedication to transform yourself. The hope of realizing a better future is not enough. The idea now has to be put into action.

I have noticed a pattern that when we desire to become better and level up is when it can become more difficult for our hope to become a reality. We can be tested at a level we never thought was possible. In my experience, if there was failure, it was because I made choices that were not supported by my hope. Sometimes when you look back on small choices, they are the catalysts of our biggest failures. Generally, small choices either bring people into our lives or keep people in our lives longer and sometimes in an unhealthy relationship. Resulting in the frustration of not going where we originally wanted to go. Though the people in our life may have added to our failure, we sometimes don't see the correlation between our choices and outcomes. We may even experience feelings that God is to blame and we hold Him responsible for not answering our prayers.

In considering the metal refining process, the hotter the fire is, results in a better quality of the raw metal because the impurities are cleaned away. The process can be repeated, and each time there are more impurities revealed, and it becomes harder to remove the deeply embedded impurities. In thinking about the pattern of removing impurities and applying it to my life, I would suggest it is Christ working within me. Magical events seem to appear out of nowhere and things that didn't exist a moment before become existing. It reminds me of faith. The relentless current of the unseen giver of what seems impossible to be real that supports our being.

I haven't written for a while as I was going through a fire and I was resisting the process of Christ working in my life. I didn't have the energy to write or share, and a lot of the time, I felt depressed with the current world events. I hear endless reports of fear and division vs. kindness. It has impacted me and has caused me to slow down my passion to disciple in the way God has given me to connect with others through writing. However, even in the moments of not sharing, it was like God was acting to help build my experiences and build my understanding of Him.

In late November 2020, my son and I went to a larger city in Western Canada. I wanted to show my son that life still is amazing, and if you work hard, your wildest imaginations or dreams can become real – it is like magic in real life and you are your magician. Even with all the current obstacles we are all facing, there is beauty and positive opportunity should we chose to embrace them. It might be harder to find positive experiences, but they are still there.

It was about halfway through the day when I met a beautiful woman named Lisa, and as she spotted me, a feeling came over me that I have not experienced before. With reflection, I know that moment was divine, and at the time, I felt a deep connection. It was like Lisa knew me. Even though we have never met, I felt a sense of knowing her and understanding of her. I didn't think we would have a 2nd meeting. However, when we were traveling home, I received a text from her.

Lisa has striking natural beauty and spirit. Hidden beneath her beauty is an even greater beauty unseen to the eye. She has a deepness of character, elegance, and intelligence. Yet her soul carries pain just as deep. A person that started with pain as a young girl and the fire has not let up as the years have passed. I realized that a friendship of true acceptance and non-judgement formed by both of us as we have shared our pasts. She has provided me insight that I never had. I feel I have provided a sense of insight into what she forgot long ago. Our choices and other people, but not God, caused the pain that is in both of our lives. At some point in both of our lives, we have blamed God. I now know that meeting her was divine in nature. It was a moment that I thought would only last a day, but has since has impacted my life forever. One of the greatest lessons she shared is that God will share His love on every occasion if I seek it. Even though it may not be in a traditional church of worship, God places opportunities for us to transform into a better version ourselves. It all depends on our view of that moment. Do we allow love to flow into our lives or do we hold onto the impurities that God is trying to remove?

I have learned that His love and grace are endless. The moment we feel we are not entitled to either one is the moment the voice of the devil is gaining a foothold in our lives. Lisa and I share the gift of being able to see the best in everyone; however, we sometimes fail to see the significance of that gift within ourselves. Sometimes we will not see the inner child that is beautiful and created in God's image. We feel we are not worthy of our dreams and fail to create those dreams into our reality. The Story of Lisa and Craig is not traditional, yet with all the flaws in this story, it makes it one of relevance and significance. It is a story based on acceptance, sincerity, past trauma and emotional wounds, yet a story based on the undercurrent of the love of God.

People may come and go in our lives. Some experiences are good. When people don’t stay in our lives, it can be reflective of a negative experience. I feel people who stay are true friends and add value to our lives and are Christ-like in nature. The moment of realization has taken me years to develop.  In my past, I was only allowing myself to see the good in others. Though, that is a positive trait, it can become toxic when I ignoring boundaries being crossed. I struggle allowing the love of God to support me while fighting to hold onto negative impurities. A longtime friend of mine, Joe, shared the song “People Are Crazy” by Billy Currington.  In listening to the lyrics, it is very applicable to my feelings.

One never knows what magical and spiritual journey is around the corner. I believe to move dreams forward; you have to have the strength and courage to follow them. Move them from the haze of non-existence to the clarity of a moment, and through that moment, you will experience the life that is meant for you and for all of us. The miracles of life are all around us and it truly isn't the destination, but the present moment. It is in the “now” that carries us to the destination. The choice to live in love vs fear will allow you to feel a little bit of heaven on earth. Realize you will face the challenges of life and it will feel hot as the impurities start to leave your life, but embrace the impurities leaving you. Search for the feeling of ridding the impurities because your truth can never be burnt away. Welcome when life is weighing you down, as that process will lead you to unity. Unity of reality and purpose will bring about God's love. As the negative impurities leave, the void will be rapidly filled by the love of God.

I am grateful my son Nicholas trusts in me, and is the best son a father could have, and shared with that unusual day I will always remember. I am so thankful for Lisa’s acceptance and her trust in sharing all that she has. Even though the future is unclear, I can truly say, I have enjoyed the now and have levelled up through this experience that started in November. 

Sunday, 6 September 2020

The Third Book the 23rd Chapter - Jesus is Pain

 

Jesus is Pain

September 6, 2020

I named this chapter “Jesus is Pain” as it garners attention. Whether you believe in Christ or not, it provokes an emotional response.

It is important to focus on the non-believers of the love and grace of God that flows through Jesus and into us. At some point in our lives, we may not have understood the concept of being born-again. Becoming aware of the concept may have been when the hard work began. Once you see, you cannot forget. Once you are aware of how to live your truth, which is in the alignment of God’s, no matter how hard you try to push away from that sight of the vision, it never ceases. The more you try to move away from making self-serving choices, the more challenging the love of God makes itself known to you. The faster you run, the brighter the vision becomes of knowing your truth.

I am a new born again person that struggled for many years. I didn’t allow the love of Jesus to fill my life. I am hopeful you will begin to understand why you are not allowing that gift into your life. I had been told all I had sought was “just through that door”. I struggled for many years before walking through the door and deciding to do it was most likely the hardest thing I had ever done. I often wonder why I was resistant. Even when I did walk through, I still didn’t understand why I was feeling so much pain. It was after some prayer, thought, and guidance from the Spirit and mentors that I realized why it took so long and why it hurt so much. Once I chose to walk through that door of a relationship with Christ, I was filled with peace and understanding of self that was not present before.

As individuals, we are often broken and do not have a relationship with Christ. All of us have either experienced trauma or have made horrible mistakes in our past that riddles us with shame and guilt. While we don’t have a relationship with Christ, we may turn to alternative forms of treatment that may include alcohol, illegal drugs, or prescription medication. Over time, using any combination of these medications, we may experience an intense feeling of inadequacy fade away. We may begin to think that we are okay and that we are coping well. Eventually, gentle nudges or spiritual sledgehammers provide moments of clarity. Feelings of discomfort and past pains return. A realization that we are not fully healed from our past and how we dealt with our pain only treated the symptoms of our self imposed burden of remorse and guilt. We may doubt why we have been encouraged to have a relationship with Christ, but are still experiencing pain. Why does that happen? Traditionally we are taught there is nothing but love and peace through that relationship.

In the quiet moments, no matter how hard we try to ignore and deny what we are feeling, the truth becomes clear that we have to deal with all of our pain before we walk through “that door”. We have to acknowledge and deal with all the pain that is in our life. It doesn’t mean it needs to be repaired; it just means it needs to be addressed. By walking through “that door”, you will finally be provided specific tools to heal finally and live your truth with clarity and confidence.

As my worldly accomplishments were being stripped away and I hit my rock bottom, a miracle happened. It became easier to give in and walk through “the door” vs. being afraid of facing my pain and demons. I denied Him for so many years as I didn’t want to experience my pain. I didn’t want to stop running. After a failed intimate relationship, I tried to cope with a combination of therapy to gain an understanding about the other person’s actions and alcohol. Every time I experienced loneliness, it became too strong for me to control. I allowed alcohol to kill my feelings of despair. I didn’t want to feel the sense of loss. I didn’t want to feel the pain of failure. I didn’t want to be alone. I fooled myself into believing that I was okay and that I was healed, all with my own power, and I didn’t need the healing power of Christ.

I lied enough to myself that I believed it, but with an unnecessary cost. I didn’t want to deal with the pain.  I could continue to bury it. I didn’t have the strength to mourn the loss. I was only self-medicating. With the excess consumption of alcohol, I experienced increased blood pressure, weight gain, and gout flare-ups. One of many examples, I continued to be disillusioned and denied Christ. 

As gentle nudges began hitting me over the head daily, I realized I had to deal with my past. I had to remember and identify all the trauma in my life in order to heal. Before walking through “the door”, not knowing why it was so difficult or uncomfortable, I knew is the pain to not walk through was more significant. Faith, experience, and the love of Christ were a gift given to me later. Now, with these tools, I am able to have the strength to heal and repair.

Some moments are still challenging for me. However, I have realized that the nature of sin or to repeat my past mistakes come from a place of negative energy and not from God. I have also realized, upon reflection and learning, that God always provides us with an “out” before we commit our sin. The most important thing I now consider is that “out”. Considering it, I am now able to remove myself from past patterns and stay in alignment with my relationship with Jesus. Through prayer and meditation, I lower my anxiety levels, which allows me to identify areas of my life that I do not want to address. The root cause is always something so deep and painful that I don’t want to deal with it. The more I avoid and choose strength to overcome the avoidance, the more anxiety I feel. As I have repeated this uncomfortable task many times in my life since I have walked through “the door”, I now know how to deal with the root cause before the anxiety paralyzes my judgment to make sound decisions.

In moments when I do not know the root cause, I reply on prayer for visibility. I have also increased my understanding of sin. I will use the example of pre-marital sex and how we are taught our choices we may act upon; it is not in our best interests and it is self-serving.

The first concept is usually easy to identify. We know the thought of being intimate with another person is not in alignment with growth out of wedlock. It is easy to have the gentle nudge that we shouldn’t be considering it, by telling ourselves lies. The hard begins. When we are getting close to the act, it is more difficult to stop. It is so easy identify the sin, but hard to stop before committing it.

If you are one that receives visions of the future, this was an area that was difficult for me to identify as a sin. It was hard to identify, but once the vision was provided, it was easy to stop the behaviour. It tied into the hidden dark areas of my past. Creating anxiety within me, I knew I was out of alignment, but fear continued to build. My spiritual mentor Mark was able to teach me how to use the power of prayer to provide visibility to my root cause. Once I had sight, I was immediately able to stop the sin and face the pain. Previously, I hadn’t been able to address without the use of avoidance and alcohol. Even then, I had never dealt with my issues. With the help of lies I told myself, I had been able to temporarily mask the hurt. The cycle became exhausting for me. I couldn’t do it alone any longer without the help of a higher power. With this visibility, I was able to feel and process the pain of loneliness and submit to the Will of God knowing, in time, healing would prevail. The healing I needed, never had the strength to tackle, but tucked in my consciousness knowing it existed. It was like the proverbial bogeyman that was always lurking and always telling me I didn’t have the strength to walk through “the door” to having a relationship with Christ.

Currently, if you are a non-believer and don’t yet want to walk through “the door” of being born again, I urge you to take the most challenging first step. Once you do, you will find a sense of relief. When you allow faith to take you higher than you have ever been, you will be given tools to help ensure you don’t return to your past. Encircle yourself with mentors and people that love you and are of like-minded spirits sharing the burden of your past. We were meant to share and grow together, and with numbers, we can all overcome our pasts. You can overcome the impossible. You can overcome the feelings of inadequacy. You can achieve all you believe walking through “the door” and being greeted with the warmth of love that will last forever.

Saturday, 5 September 2020

The Third Book The 22nd Chapter - Love is Life

 

Love is Life

September 4, 2020

Using a building metaphor, the importance of having a perfect and true cornerstone cannot be overstated. Once a building is started, for it to be straight and have a solid foundational base, it is vital to have a perfectly set cornerstone.  As construction continues, the building will follow the blueprint of the genesis of the stone. As important as a cornerstone is to a new build, how many times have you seen an entire building built out of cornerstone? You never have, as it not possible. As a building is constructed, many different components come together to form the completed structure. Bricks to paint and drywall to roofing materials, all are needed. All of those components need to be in alignment and originate from the cornerstone, even though they are all drastically different.

In the New Testament, Jesus was asked about the most important thing we can remember to ensure is in our daily life. He replied we must have love. It is that simple and there are no other religious rules or protocol. It is that love is life. Yes, it is essential to have our foundation with the cornerstone of Christ in our lives, but there is a need to have more components to build our spiritual house. Always having love in our life is vital for our build and this is added to the perfect cornerstone of Christ.

As I have thought about love and the concept of true love, I realized that there were times in my life when I did view someone else or a thing with judgment. I have realized it was a mistake. I am not in a position to judge others as they try to live their life based upon love. What may work for some people may not work for others. As long as the cornerstone of Christ is in his or her life, why would anyone want to tear down someone’s hard work? When love operates within a person, it truly makes a difference and no one can identify where that love will end. It will never stop having a positive impact.

I recently experienced the power of love. Sometimes we may feel that the only way to share Christ is through church and through contact with someone that is of like mind. I realized that it is through having a relationship with Christ that allows his love to flow through and touch people positively, even when conventional wisdom will suggest love can't exist.

I had reached out to someone to see if it was possible to discuss some concepts that could add value to their life. Initially, they responded and agreed to meet up. Just before we were to meet, I received word that the meeting wasn’t possible and they would contact me another time. I was saddened, as I wanted to give a personal apology to this person and felt it may no longer be possible.

You may recall I have referenced God will provide us with either gentle nudges or a spiritual sledgehammer. When I woke on a specific Saturday morning, I felt a gentle nudge prompting me to travel to a specific mountain lake. I learned that even if you can’t say something in person to another, through the power of prayer, you can speak an apology. While I had been in a relationship with someone special, we spent a good deal of time together. One of my most precious memories, was sharing time with her at a lake. As a result, I felt compelled to visit the boat docking area and say a prayer. In that moment, I owned the hurt I interjected into the relationship, specifically for being emotionally unavailable. I realize now how painful that had been as feelings were developing and I was emotionally vacant. I remember looking down at my watch at 7:50 am, as I began speaking my prayer, apologizing and asking forgiveness.  

When I returned to an area that provided better cell services, I noticed at exactly 7:50 am, she had emailed me and said we could meet up. Unbelievable? Not at all, I stopped using the word “unbelievable” because if a person is born again and has a cornerstone of Christ in their life, everything you think is believable. The wonders will never cease if you continue to invite the love of Christ into your life.

A few days later, after 4 years on not seeing each other, finally met up. We were both nervous and uncomfortable with high levels of anxiety. I shared the story of my prayer to her and the timing of her email. I was now able to say the prayer of apology in person. I will never forget that experience of allowing the love of Christ to flow through me and touch someone else. The “old Craig” was reluctant to show weakness or ask for forgiveness. The “old Craig” was always right about his decisions and never lovingly apologized. The anxiety and discomfort was being replaced by warmth and happiness – Love is Life.

In a moment, the environment completely and beautifully changed. When we had previously parted ways, conventional wisdom suggested we would never have loving words spoken again. Yet it happened. After all the time that had passed between us, the power of Christ’s love was still able to make an impact.

The key ingredients of the cornerstone of Christ and following the gentle nudges combined with the belief that anything is possible will help move your life forward in ways that you may have never imagined. The benefit will continue and like the air in the Flight of Faith – in a brief moment, something you didn’t realize existed was beside you the entire time. In a brief moment, will be able to exceed anything you thought was achievable. Whatever you use to build your house after your cornerstone is laid can be used, as long as it is based on love. There are no specific modern rules or protocols that make my decision better than yours and vice versa. God is one that has set us in a world that has unlimited possibilities of wonder, growth, and love. He is a loving God and He wants us to experience transformation and development in order to be in harmony with all around us.

All we need to do is allow ourselves to believe that we are given His gift of love. Through His gift, we are able to live our lives in a way that was intended. Imagine a life full of the believable instead of a life full of the burdens of fear, doubt, low self-esteem, and lack of resources. A life that is full of love and experiences that enrich all of those we encounter is a life that allows us to become an ever-developing better version of ourselves.